Starting all over again

I'm gonna ignore the last two posts, and say that they are just memories. Im going to start again. with a day to day diary! sounds lame?? well, who cares

This is my journal. this is life. it sucks, but it's what it is

wish me luck

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EmroOz 15 farvardin!
Saat 10:00 A.M

Dashtam fek mikardam k kojae in "zendegi" zibast?!?!?!
K hame inghad migan "zednegi zibast ey ziab parast"!!!
Yani vaghean inghad ghashange?!
inghad k "az barayash mitavan az jan gozasht"?!
nemidoOnam!
Shayad bazi vaghta ziba bashe!! vali bishtare vaghta zeshte!!
sakhteee!!! dardnake!! khaste konandast!!
heh!! vali in matni ke in paiin mizaram bekhoOnin!!!
inO man neveshtam! fek konam manam ye zamani be in natije reside boOdam k zendegi zibast!!!

Life is beautiful!!!
I was just thinking, when I came to the conclusion that life is beautiful!
Like the person who commented for me said, life IS actually BEAUTIFUL!
I was thinking about the things I’ve gained, and the things I’ve lost so far!
I’ve lost A LOT! True, BUT! I’ve gained A LOT too! Don’t forget that…
The things I’ve gained till now are SO valuable, SO beautiful, SO amazing that I wouldn’t trade them with the world!
They’re the things that make my life worth living!
My family & my friends are just a tiny part of what I have in life!
I found out that if I try to be a better person – not by changing myself in order to be someone else – but by changing myself to be a better ME, I could actually make something of my life. I could actually have fun in my life.
It’s not that hard you know, just needs a little bit of effort, that’s all!
I think I’m able to do that!
So starting today-right now- I will be a better me!
Cuz I know I have the ability to be someone I always wanted, always dreamt and always wished!
If I wanted to talk about the things I’ve lost it would require pages and pages! But I will just shorten it in a few lines. Because we have learnt to make a big deal of the bad things and focus on them, and be indifferent to the good things.
Anyways, I’ve lost a lot of things. I’ve lost friends, opportunities, time, happiness and other things.
By losing my friends I mean I found out that they weren’t who I thought they were. They had multiple personalities. They had two sides and I only saw one side of them! Now I know they didn’t deserve my friendship!
I’ve lost opportunities like being able to have an easier life.
I’ve lost my precious time. I wasted my time on things that weren’t so important. I wasted my time on people who didn’t deserve my time.
I’ve lost happiness because I have spent so much time and energy on stupid pains and issues.
Now they’re not important, cuz time has passed and I have accepted my mistakes. I will just try not to make the same mistakes twice!
I know that yesterday is history and tomorrow is a mystery. What’s important is today and that’s why it’s called present!
Right now let’s stay in the present, can’t worry about tomorrow because today’s a blessing!
With this strategy I think I can make the most of my life!
And then I can say it out loud and proud that : LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL!
Go ahead! Try it yourself! It’s worth a shot!

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nemidoOnam shayad zendegi vaghean zibast!!!!!!

vali manam mese Shekspear in jomlaro ghaboOl daram(albate in jomle male khode shekspeare haaa!!) : "Zendegi cheshasho khoOn tiz mikone ta bebine to toO zendegit chiaro doOst dari, ta hamoOnaro azat begire!"

vali khOb Shayad be shoOroOe sale NO betoOnam zendegiO azoOni k hast behtar konam! ghashangtar konam!

shoma ham hamin sayo bokonin!!! be emtehanesh miarze!!..!!

avalin post!

harfi va3 goftan nist!
fekri 2 zehnam nist!
az jomleii khosham nemiad!
felan faghat sOkoOt mikonam!

faghat sOkoOt!

gOosh kOn

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mishnaV?

Aramesh bakhshe na?!?

Man sokoOto doOst daram! behem Arameshi mide k hich chiz 2 in dOnyae bozorg nemide..!!

Shayad va3 poste aval maskhare bashe..!!



Felan..!